So the past few weeks since school ended I’ve been doing some emotional inventory… And honestly I think the reason why I’m so frustrated with school is because I don’t have the time to pay attention to my emotional well-being when it’s in session. I think that goes for a lot of college students. Trying to balance school, two jobs, directing shows and being a club events coordinator, a social life and a romantic life, who has time for themselves? Not me that’s for sure. And honestly I think this is teaching me I can’t do as much. I need a fucking break.
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And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long. ”
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What would you do if you were fearless?
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There’s a loneliness that only exists in one’s mind. The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly. ”
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It’s great when you wake up and you think “okay. This is the day I stop freaking out and feel sorry for myself and take some action”
Made an appointment with the dean of arts and sciences to figure out what I’m going to do to graduate. Enough panic about the future and take care of my now. Thank you to the amazing, loving people in my life who give me a perspective and helped me out through this… I love you!